Left out

Do you ever just feel left out? Ah well, of course you do. Everyone does. The rock in the middle of the ocean does too. And so does this huge rock with a khjllion living beings on it. I’m feeling that right now. The feeling that I don’t belong here. And the feeling that here…

As soft as

Today is beautiful. That’s all I wish I thought. But someone in me decided to look at the sunshine diffract through the clouds and describe them into words. Someone inside decided to look at how the clouds communicated. At how they moved whispering something quietly. Something so quiet yet so obvious. I wonder why I…

In my hour

Are you changing? The me in the mirror demanded. “It’s been weird lately.“ The sunrises I see are dark. The sunsets are darker. The things I write are blank. And the things I read are…..well blank as well….. Not a black hole that sucks onto every little thing it sees. But like a plain field…

Wth man/woman/any other gender!!!

Ssup gamers! Hope you’re having an awesome week. ๐Ÿ‰ Welcome to another episode of “End your life with Sid”. Today I’mma talk about myself. (Totally not because I’m self centred) Previously : I realised that I didn’t have the ability of commitment but I’m working towards it. And now : I realised something else. This…

Painting you

“Did I sleep last night?” My back felt the presence of someone behind. My eyes were still crying. And I didn’t know why. It smelled gloomy and sad. But didn’t feel so. My head still hanged in the silence of the early morning air. It told me to close my eyes shut even though my…

Special Blogger awards

(20th century fox music plays) The award season is back. But this time I’m not doing all at once. I’ll do one by one as I feel like it. I know this one is just out of the blue. And I also know that I have a lot of award posts to do. But I…

How to decide?

“It’s not about what’s right or wrong. It’s about what you think.” – I don’t know who said this. No one. I just invented this. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ (Atleast I think so…๐Ÿ™ƒ) Really though, I need to be taught. How to make decisions and not regret them….. It’s hard because fear of missing out or just haunting…

Sylph

The train left with its ear tearing buzz carrying me towards the ostentatious sunset. At first slow then gradually the speed increased. “5 stations to go” my blind eyes heard the whisper. But my anxiety, didn’t let me open them to look around. The train came to a jerking stop suddenly switching my headphones and…

Burden????

So…. this is sort of a random post. I don’t know I’m just confused about what to do….. And I’m looking forward to your guidance on this one. Let’s begin, I guess….. So………I want to do a thing with my friend’s partnership. But the thing is I don’t know if I want to. It’s complicated….

ksaM

No, I’m normal. I push through trying to find my facade. “Finally, an open field”. Wearing a mask isn’t my thing…… Becoming someone isn’t me. But my body’s lost its’ shadow. It doesn’t matter now but it’s usually around just staring at me saying “Don’t camouflage with the crowd.“ I really can’t make out what…