AAAAAHHHH!!

It’s always been like this, ain’t it? You shift that knife slowly inside me and I cry looking at your dim, lifeless eyes. Slowly fainting away, I realised that you just gave me pain. I considered this pain, happiness. Maybe you had your problems too.. But I’m more important, right? It’s been 10 days again…

Making you smile….

You know what? Being a clown isn’t easy. It’s hard to always strive and be funny, yet you try to be funny whenever and wherever you can. You think you can help the other person by just making them laugh, by hiding your own pain and maybe trying to hide theirs as well. It gets…

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12 days since I posted something and I’ve got nothing to post. I wrote something meanwhile which I might post someday soon. Let’s say it’s not ready yet. I dunno honestly. Blogging is hard though. Once the cycle breaks it’s reaaaaally hard 5o get back in. 😭😭 I want to get back though It’s soo…

Pain, it scares me

“Don’t forget about death” You whisper every night before I go to bed. Still, I’m scared. Not of death, but of life. I feel it coursing through my veins tonight as well. First it crawls up my legs. The wetness of the liquid squeezes my bones. Then it makes it way all the way to…

Left out

Do you ever just feel left out? Ah well, of course you do. Everyone does. The rock in the middle of the ocean does too. And so does this huge rock with a khjllion living beings on it. I’m feeling that right now. The feeling that I don’t belong here. And the feeling that here…

As soft as

Today is beautiful. That’s all I wish I thought. But someone in me decided to look at the sunshine diffract through the clouds and describe them into words. Someone inside decided to look at how the clouds communicated. At how they moved whispering something quietly. Something so quiet yet so obvious. I wonder why I…

In my hour

Are you changing? The me in the mirror demanded. “It’s been weird lately.“ The sunrises I see are dark. The sunsets are darker. The things I write are blank. And the things I read are…..well blank as well….. Not a black hole that sucks onto every little thing it sees. But like a plain field…

Wth man/woman/any other gender!!!

Ssup gamers! Hope you’re having an awesome week. 🍉 Welcome to another episode of “End your life with Sid”. Today I’mma talk about myself. (Totally not because I’m self centred) Previously : I realised that I didn’t have the ability of commitment but I’m working towards it. And now : I realised something else. This…

Painting you

“Did I sleep last night?” My back felt the presence of someone behind. My eyes were still crying. And I didn’t know why. It smelled gloomy and sad. But didn’t feel so. My head still hanged in the silence of the early morning air. It told me to close my eyes shut even though my…

Special Blogger awards

(20th century fox music plays) The award season is back. But this time I’m not doing all at once. I’ll do one by one as I feel like it. I know this one is just out of the blue. And I also know that I have a lot of award posts to do. But I…