The sky is important

पोथी पढ़ि पढ़ि जग मुआ, पंडित भया न कोय, ढाई आखर प्रेम का, पढ़े सो पंडित होय। When you were a small child, and trust me I was one too. (Spoilers: I am one). I’m not just an online entity. But….. When we were little we looked at the stars. We could see. We could…

Withered leaves

“My eyes chose to listen” a voice echoed. As I closed myself. Trying to take a nap, but I forgot that spring never allowed me to rest. The door opened itself, reminding me of how I hurt you, again and again and again. I tried to sense myself, to feel myself. To feel you through…

I’m a poetry

In this whole universe,a single person’s emotions don’t matter. At least that’s what I think. The world will move on no matter what. The least you can do, is confront your emotions. And not make fun of them. The exact opposite of what I’ve been doing. I dunno, I’m tired “I TRIED AND I’M TIRED!!”…

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Why did you leave me? On the brink of nothingness. The dark room, to take me away. You didn’t let go of my hand. It felt alone, felt cold…. Like Rain in december. The place was dark but better than this. You leave me, always….. On the brink of nothingness. Even when I was at…

Black scars

*sigh* Your each scar tells me a different story. A story one couldn’t write, by just looking at your face. This one, it’s kind of special. It speaks to me in a different language sort of. But this one’s my favourite, I think. It speaks to me about the evening you couldn’t speak to the…

The art of Piano-ing

“A piano doesn’t play itself You have to live through it You have to become it If you don’t, the piano will just sound like a bunch of random noises As if there weren’t enough noises in your head already.” I was once a pianist. That’s probably not the right word. Because I just saw…

Just your eyes!

I saw the wind storming against me. It slapped through this invisible wall in front with nothing but your silent gaze. I heard nothing in your eyes. I looked into nothingness trying to find me. I thought I had it you know, I thought I had dived deeper into your eyes. Deeper than anyone you…

AAAAAHHHH!!

It’s always been like this, ain’t it? You shift that knife slowly inside me and I cry looking at your dim, lifeless eyes. Slowly fainting away, I realised that you just gave me pain. I considered this pain, happiness. Maybe you had your problems too.. But I’m more important, right? It’s been 10 days again…

Making you smile….

You know what? Being a clown isn’t easy. It’s hard to always strive and be funny, yet you try to be funny whenever and wherever you can. You think you can help the other person by just making them laugh, by hiding your own pain and maybe trying to hide theirs as well. It gets…

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12 days since I posted something and I’ve got nothing to post. I wrote something meanwhile which I might post someday soon. Let’s say it’s not ready yet. I dunno honestly. Blogging is hard though. Once the cycle breaks it’s reaaaaally hard 5o get back in. 😭😭 I want to get back though It’s soo…